The life before this

The life. The promises. The challenges. It was good, even with autocracy. We had a feeling that life is going better and that problems and issues would be dealt with, here as well as in other places. The troubling ghosts layed no shadow to the feeling of reaching the accomplishment, of gaining the final upper hand against illness, misery, maybe even poverty. But now, the people..well, many will probably want to contact them, to talk and say adieus.. But can't imagine contacting people who have perished in a such ghastly way.. I hope this is not God's work.